VII. More planes swooped low but either they did not care about
Boris, or the drooping, interlocking branches of the hummock concealed
him. It was then that Boris realized he
was in great peril, that he was in the very midst of a war zone. He felt giddy with a dizzy, irrational
delight. Two great armies were
encircling the Farstuken
Swamp. Boris looked up. Some planes bore the swastika, and some the
hammer and sickle.
“After
finding Schulevitz,” Boris said aloud, “I’ll try my luck with the Soviets. I’m blacklisted by the regime --- and they’ll
probably kill me. But I know the Germans will kill me…”
So
Boris plodded on. As he moved from hummock
to hummock along the trail, he finally reached a hut. It was standing in a circular clearing no
more than forty feet in diameter. It was
constructed of rough logs and had a thatch roof of twigs and
branches; only a wool blanket between
the chinks in the logs as a door.
Boris
pulled the curtain aside and bending low, for the aperture was narrow, and
stepped inside.
There
was not a soul there. There was a simple
bunk, the remains of an old study house
bench. There was no fire pit in the floor. There was a loaf of bread on a board and a
basket of apples. And that was all
except for about a dozen books, elevated on pine boards so that no sacred tome
should touch the ground.
Boris
bent down and gazed at the covers and bindings.
Most were the works of old Chasidic masters of great piety who bore the
Torah on their shoulders like a yoke on an ox.
The Duties of the Heart, The Righteous Path, The Pious Exertions. All were old volumes and as Boris flipped
through them, and he saw that the margins were annotated in a precise, small
hand in Yiddish, Hebrew and Aramaic.
There was a sheaf of loose papers next to the volumes, but nothing was
written on them. Boris looked about: this could only by Yasha Schulevitz’s hut, he
decided, almost mouthing the words. But
where was the old lunatic?
Outside
the noise of the battle grew dim. Boris
became aware of his great hunger. He
ripped a hunk of bread from the loaf and chewed an apple. Then his body grew heavy. He sat on the study house bench and reclined. Before he knew it, he was fast asleep.
VIII. Boris awoke with a start.
What sounded like distant gunfire may have only been the pounding of his
heart. He had a terrible headache. He hadn’t had a dram of liquor in days.
A
few snatches of verse filled his clouded mind.
Boris had not written as much as his name in a year, so this sudden
desire to write a bit of poetry surprised him with its urgency. He grasped the pen and wrote some verse on
the yellowing sheaf of papers:
Alive, her
black hair
Like a
sheen of lustrous silk
Alive, her
skin, white
Like a
vessel of alabaster
Alive, her
very carriage
That
motivates her core
Love
lerches forward, like matter
Blind to
the forces that created her
Alive, the
mother of all things
Crouching
in her womb
Alive,
until death overtakes her
That pull
is ancient, but futile
In the face
of her life!
Boris
finished writing, and then read what he wrote.
He laughed aloud. It was a Hebrew
poem of Yasha’s. He had even heard the
man recite it in Warsaw
some ten years ago. An uncanny sensation
gripped Boris, as if he had lived this moment, in this very hut, with this
identical poem, once before. And then
there was a man in the threshold of the door, gazing at him.
“The
armies of Gog and Magog are battling,” the figure said in Warsaw accented Yiddish. The man wore a long white beard, tangled with
streaks of black. His bedraggled ear
locks hung limply from his temples like banners on a windless day. His capote was filthy. By
looking past the thick patina of old style Chasid Boris could see that this was
Yasha Schulevitz standing before him.
“No,
Reb Schulevitz,” Boris answered, standing up, his head scrapping against the branches
of the thatch roof. “Only the Poles
fighting the Germans and the Poles fighting the Russians and for all I know the
Russians now fighting the Germans.”
Yasha responded at first by flipping his wrist dismissively.
“Goyim…
goyim…” and he washed his hands in a bucket near the wall, saying the
benediction before sitting and eating a slice of bread slightly larger than an
olive and taking a small bite into an apple the size of a plum. He sat across from Boris on the old study
house bench. Boris could see as Yasha
ate that he had lost most of his front teeth.
Yasha Swas nearly fifty, but to Boris he looked close to
seventy.
“What
have you written there?” Reb Schulevitz asked, gesturing toward the sheaf of
papers. Boris handed the poem to him and
Schulevitz, squinting and tilting his head, as if his eyes were no longer
acute, read the words with his mouth moving.
“What
is this?” Reb Schulevitz asked. “A poem
about God and Israel…
an allegory? The woman is Israel, but
where is God? Or is this, Heaven forbid,
some sort of profane tavern ditty… and in the Holy Tongue no less.”
“You
wrote it Reb Schulevtiz,” Boris answered.
“But
that is not my handwriting,” the man said, placing the paper down. “So it can not be. What can I do for you, good Jew, beggar that
I am?”
“I
came to haul you back to Warsaw,”
Boris explained. “But that can’t happen
now.”
“Why
must you haul me back to Warsaw?”
Reb Schulevitz asked, perplexed by both the statement and its rejoinder. “And why can’t it happen?”
“I
made a vow to bring you back?”
“A
vow?” Reb Schulevitz asked, raising his bushy eyebrows, exposing his gray, dim
eyes. “Vows are not to be taken lightly.
Look at Jephthah and his daughter.
How grotesque. I have the Gemara
here, what was the nature of the vow, perhaps you can be released from it
without profaning the Holy Name, Blessed Be He.”
“That’s
not important now, Reb Schulevitz,” Boris answered, moving forward, nearly
cutting his head on the overhanging twigs.
A plane flew over the hut. Boris
could see the swastika through the branches, as if he was in a sukka properly
constructed, and the sky was visible in patches and swatches.
“Why
is it not important?” Reb Schulevitz asked, genuinely perplexed. “What is more important than a vow to the
Almighty? If you made such a vow, it
must be carried out, or we must find some precedent to relieve you from
carrying it out...”
“I
was drunk, Reb Schulevitz,” Boris explained. “As drunk as a Cossack. I made the vow to a room full of poets… the
vow is meaningless.” On hearing this,
Reb Schulevitz shook his head mournfully and clucked his tongue.
“That
is too bad, my good Jew, too bad, such a thing…”
“It
makes no difference now,” Boris said, louder than before, pulling Reb
Schulevitz closer to him, even enfolding his arms around the man, who was tiny,
his bones thin like a bird’s. “The world
being smashed like glass under a wedding canopy. But the bride is the Nazis and the Groom is
the Soviets and at the wedding banquet we shall be eaten as the meal to break
the marital fast…”
“Goyim
against the Jews,” Reb Schulevitz intoned, as if he was chanting from the
Talmud. “Our father Abraham at his
wells… Queen Esther and Haman, may his name be blotted out… The Holy Name, Blessed Be He, delivered them
all…”
“Not this time, Reb Schulevitz,” Boris pulled the man outside. In the distance, a percussion of bombs were being dropped from a great height. “God won’t deliver us, Reb Schulevitz. He has withdrawn his favor from Israel. Germans are coming from the west, and Russians from the east. The Germans will kill us like flies, while the Russian like dogs. I’d rather die like a dog. Come with me…”
“Not this time, Reb Schulevitz,” Boris pulled the man outside. In the distance, a percussion of bombs were being dropped from a great height. “God won’t deliver us, Reb Schulevitz. He has withdrawn his favor from Israel. Germans are coming from the west, and Russians from the east. The Germans will kill us like flies, while the Russian like dogs. I’d rather die like a dog. Come with me…”
“I
do not wish to go,” Reb Schulevitz
pleaded. “All my books are here. What shall happen to them? My body means nothing to me. It is the spirit that is paramount. If it is The Name’s decree, Blessed be He, that
I should die, my soul may come back in the body of a humble Jewish, ready to
perform the mitzvah in joy and gratitude… ”
“If
you die, Reb Schulevitz, there may no longer be Jewish bodies for your soul to
inhabit. Your precious soul will flit
about this swamp and have to inhabit a pike.”
“You
should not say such a thing,” Reb Schulevitz stuttered. “That is for God, Blessed Be His Name, and
not man to decide…”
“Man
is deciding everything, Rebbe. Man will
decide who will live and who will die.” Boris laughed, pulling Yasha with
him. “How about this… perhaps this will
make your departure easier for you. I swear by the God of Abraham, of Isaac and
Jacob that I will rescue you from the hand of the Gentile oppressor or may my
name be blotted out like the Amalekites, who refused passage to the Children of
Israel into the Holy Land…”
“You
must not swear!” Reb Schulevitz
sobbed. “And such a vow is not valid
without two witnesses…..”
But
there was no more time to discuss the legality of vows: a formation of planes
began to bomb and strafe the Farstuken
Swamp. Bombs wailed as if they were reluctant to
explode, only to do so with tremendous force, sending plumes of mud, water and
reeds into the air. Boris Kahanowitz dove
onto Reb Schulevitz and covered him with his bulk.
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