As Servi entered the spacious foyer of the Grillo Villa, suddenly
he was back in Oyster Bay. Or more precisely, he was in the transplanted
memory of Brooklyn which was uprooted to Long Island, and here, reassembled in
Tuscany: leopard skin print upholstery
on the sofa, encased in plastic; pink tinted lamps molded in a facsimile of the
Rocco style; hazy landscapes of Venice and Rome in ornate gilt frames; wall sized
mirrors with floral borders; mints in fancy, over-sized decorative bowls. Every gesture was a homage to a lost
past. When Servi saw the room, and the
others, he realized that Grillo was in exile, and his exile was
not voluntary. He had so quickly fled America that he
had reproduced it here in Italy.
The servant who led
Servi into the living room asked if he wanted a drink. Servi declined, and was asked to kindly take
a seat. Servi sat, but only for a
moment. There was something along the
walls he hardly saw at all in home’s such as these on Long
Island, a towering shelf of books.
The only books which Servi saw as a child were those sets ordered from
magazines or TV: The Great Books, seldom read, hand tooled leather
editions of Plato’s Symposium or Schopenhauer’s The World as Will and Idea, molding away in basements or dens.
But Frank Grillo’s volumes were obviously
read. Binding were broken; there were
copious notes in English and Italian in margins and fly pages. The collection was almost entirely of Italian
literature, from the “Sicilian” school of troubadour poets of the eleventh
century, to a number of editions of Dante’s works, La Vita Nova, the Divine
Comedy, most of the volumes quite old, down to the modern classics of
Italian literature by Manzoni, Lampedusa, and Svevo. Also well represented were books on the Mafia,
in both Italian and English, from historical works to biography to government
reports and transcripts of famous mafia “super trials.” Apparently, Frank Grillo had really read
books beneath a cypress tree during his long retirement.
Then Servi heard a distant door open: strains of Bobby Darin’s Beyond the Sea with
its subdued early sixties version of vinyl cool wafted on the air conditioned
breeze. And just as quickly, as the
muffled, shrouded horns caressed Servi’s ears, a large, round man was in front
of him.
He was certainly overweight, and
his round, florid face had the pre-coronary mien of a man whose heart was
working overtime to pump blood through thick girth. Yet he held the mass well. It was packed high and tight into a tweed sport coat, the kind wore by the Tuscan farming elite,
usually with a pea cap and knee high rubber boots for plodding through muddy
orchards and vineyards.
“Aaron
Servi?” the man asked in a considerable New
York accent, and when Servi said yes, the man grasped
his hand warmly. “You don’t recognize
me? I do you! You have the same face as when you were a
boy, even with that bushy beard. Jesus
Christ! I’m Frank Grillo.” Servi saw nothing of the old family friend in
the block of flesh standing before him.
That slim, gray haired man of eleven years ago with the long, Roman nose
and crisp good looks had been replaced with a puffy replica.
“Mr.
Grillo, its nice to see you again.”
“Please,
Aaron, Frank,” Grillo answered, waving a dismissive hand. “We are both men now. Come on, have a drink with me on the
veranda.”
Servi
followed Grillo out a set of double doors, into the overarching heat of the
Tuscan summer, and onto a red tiled veranda studded with potted bougainvilleas. On a table was a bottle of red wine already
half finished and a book turned over on its face. Bobby Darin floated outside through an open
window. Servi sat across from Grillo and
Grillo rang a little bell and asked a servant for a second glass. It shortly arrived and Grillo poured Servi a
healthy dose of red wine and pushed the glass toward him.
“Drink! I make this myself, you know. To old friends who are family!” Grillo
raised his glass to Servi’s and they clinked.
Both men drank in dignified silence. In the distance, Servi could hear gurgling
water from a fountain. A thin cloud
moved across the sun, covering it like a cataract. In the lush and fragrant surroundings, Servi
became acutely aware of the smell of his body.
Grillo did not appear to mind. He
closed his eyes and drank the wine and issued a long, low moan from deep within
his throat, like some primitive guttural cry of elation.
“Jesus,
Mary and Joseph Aaron, this is the life!”
He placed the glass down like a gavel and leaned forward, his eyes
gleaming. “I should have come out here
when I was a young man, before college, and certainly before law school. I should have come here to Tuscany and picked grapes and slept in haylofts.
What the hell, right? If we knew what
trials awaited us later in life, when we were young we wouldn’t give a God
damned about the future.
"But I went to
school instead. I had little
choice. My father wanted it that way,
and years ago, no one dared to tell their father no. It isn’t like now, no judgment intended. Times change.
What can you do about it? As you
get older, you worry less and less about these things,” Grillo stopped to take
a considerable gulp of wine. His eyes
shown bright for a moment, and then dimmed as he took a fresh look at Servi.
“If
I had told my father I wanted to go to Italy, he would have had me
committed. You know, generally, folks
from the old country who came to America hated Italy. Did you know that Aaron?”
“No,”
Servi answered, taking took a sip of wine and squinting at Grillo in the flat
light. “I didn’t. I always imaged they would have just as soon
stayed if they could.”
“No
way,” Grillo exhaled, and seeing his glass was near empty, filled it once more.
“Just the contrary. For them, it was a
dead end. Poverty, corruption, no opportunities
for anything better; they had a certain contempt for those that stayed behind;
thought them lazy and unmotivated. When
I was a boy, I started to write a cousin in Calabria, and my mother was
suspicious. She told me he would
eventually ask for money.”
“Did
he?” Servi asked, and Grillo laughed lightly.
“No,”
he said, smiling. “He knew better than
to do that!” Servi smiled, saying nothing. He still had the caution of his
ancestors: he would mind his own business.
“So
you see, Aaron,” Grillo continued. “I’ve always been interested in Italy. The language, the cuisine, the history. As you know, I have had contact with your
father and mother over the years. Especially
since my wife died…”
“I’m
sorry Mr. Grillo, I had no idea,” Servi said, and on hearing this, Grillo
frowned.
“Please,
call me Frank,” he said, raising a palm upward.
“So, to make a long story short, your mother contacted me to talk to you
about your stay in Italy. Well, when I heard the story, I thought, I’m
the wrong man for the job. Like I said,
I wish I had come out here at your age.
I probably would have never left.
The life suits me fine. But then
I heard that your mother was sick and that changed everything. Then I said I would help. I said Italians love their land, but they
love their mothers more. So I said that
I would help . So, are you intent on
remaining in Italy
even with your mother sick?” Servi
listened carefully at the opening and decided it was a moment for firmness.
“I
have my reasons for staying, Frank.”
“I
don’t doubt it son,” Grillo said in evident sympathy. “As I said, I can completely understand
wanting to stay here for a good long time.
I wouldn’t leave for all the tea in china. I don’t intend to put pressure on you
Aaron. I am doing this as a favor to
your mother, a dear old friend. I’ll
only ask one question and that is that: do you plan, in the near future,
on going back to America?”
“I
do plan on it, yes Sir,” Servi answered.
He had uttered a technical truth.
He would one day return. But in
his heart, Servi realized that it was a literal lie. At this moment, he would only be forced to
returned to New York
if he was bound and gagged like Adolph Eichmann . At the thought of that image, a chill ran
down Servi’s spine, despite the heat.
Was Grillo a man who could accomplish such a feat?
At
Servi’s words, Grillo appeared to relax.
To Servi, he looked relieved at what had been said. Servi had expected a struggle from this
powerful man, and instead, Grillo appeared cowed by the task entrusted to him.
“That’s
very good to hear, Aaron,” he said after a few moments, after he had downed yet
another glass of wine. “At least I have
something to tell your poor sick mother.
A sick mother, a sick wife, it’s a thing…” Grillo became snared on the
words. Servi thought he was about to
cry. But Grillo recovered and rang the
little bell again. The servant quickly
arrived.